This time of year always seems to get me down. And 2015 isn't proving to be any different. This time it started a little bit early, September instead of October, and it has lasted longer. Despite all of the good things that are happening in my life, I have been depressed and anxious, with some PTSD … Continue reading Sometimes You Need a Full Stop
Tag: Honesty
On being sick…
I don't think I have ever posted twice in one day, but today I am going to. There has been something on my mind these last few days besides prayer and meditation. You see, I've been sick. Not seriously sick, just what seems to be a head cold or sinus infection. The creeping crud has … Continue reading On being sick…
Connections
Boy, these past few weeks have really kicked my butt. I have been working a lot of hours (thank God I'm an hourly employee and the paychecks almost make it worth it), and have been feeling a lot of stress at my job. I haven't had the motivation to do anything but eat and sleep … Continue reading Connections
Living in a ghost town (Part 3)
Wow. I can't believe how long I have waited to write this post! It's been over 3 weeks since I wrote Part 2, which was about my daughter. Writing that post brought up a lot of sadness and grief. That, coupled with long hours at work for the past few weeks, forced me to take … Continue reading Living in a ghost town (Part 3)
On quitting quitting…
I am a really good starter of things. I start diets. I start projects. I start exercising. I start friendships. I start eating healthy. I start laundry. I have good intentions. Really, I do. But there a lot of things that I just don't finish. I have been this way for as long as I … Continue reading On quitting quitting…
240 Days
Today I made 8 months sober. I posted this morning on my Facebook page that these past 8 months have been the best I've had in a long, long time, and that they have, by far, been my best months of sobriety. This isn't the first time that I have had this many days, but … Continue reading 240 Days
Honesty, finally.
So here I am with my very first blog post. I have to say that I have had a certain amount of anxiety about writing from my heart and then sending it out into the vast abyss of the internet. But then I reminded myself that there will most likely only be a handful of … Continue reading Honesty, finally.